October 2011
dr0pbombs asked: You're*, was in to much of a rush to let you know. ^.^ Where do you live? America?
dr0pbombs asked: Your stunning.
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No nice photos of me from the eighteenth the other...
Im just so unphotogenic! Its like wow i look good and then BOOM UGLY PHOTO
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my friends are still being horrible about last...
Like their excuses for being pissed are so stupid. Likewise feel really bad that people were talking about me when it was Lauras party, but its not like i did it intentionally. Its really upsetting. Xx
Anonymous asked: im 3 weeks clean of cutting. but every single day i look at my scars and wonder....would it really matter if i do it again. i havent told anyone this but you. im scared of myself.
skin-bones-body asked: i dont think you understand how much i love you tumblr, and how glad i am that i found your tumblr xox
worst sleep ever..
Ive been in bed five hours, i keep waking up cause my throat is so sore from last night. So i have an hour and a half before i have to get up for work..should be interesting.will be deadly at my job today! Ha.
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crazy night..
So tonight was my friends eighteenth and pauls, after he organised it knowing about hers. So at about half ten, three of pauls best mates came to my friends. We were shocked. They said there were two others at pauls. Hate that dick. I was talking to them asking why they weren’t there etc. Then one of them told me paul said its my fault he wasnt invited to my friends and that’s why he...
I sent Paul a Happy Birthday and guess what?
He liked everyone elses happy birthday before and after mine, and left mine!? Wow, now thats how much of a child he is. Fuck sake..there are no words…
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Anonymous asked: your progblog is so triggering... you look amazing dont get me wrong.. i just, that voice in my mind is back after looking at your progress. im so mad at myself for not sticking with my goal. im sorry. having a bad night x
Would it be really bad if i sent Paul a Happy...
Not in an omg text me again way but more like i dont give a fuck about what you did to be. Im better than you and i dont need to treat someone like shit and ignore the fact that its their Birthday just cause they are immature. I’d send anyone else one, sure he even sent me one. Or maybe im making a big deal out of what a simple HB means.. Is it really bad or can I?
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I must appologise because all the new posts in "My...
I haven’t put up any other types. Well for tonight at least, i will not be cutting over Paul. Today, i realise that he is not worth it. No matter how much i wanted to be with him, no guy is worth the scars. ever.
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Anonymous asked: Would you like to be okay and never experienced this eating and cutting stuff? And to eat and not think about it?
Anonymous asked: I just ate properly for the first time in 6 days and I think i'm going to throw up. I refuse to think I have a problem.
Anonymous asked: Please don’t. You are not alone!!! Please. ♥ - You answer this when someone says that he/she is going to kill themselves?!?! are you stupid?
Anonymous asked: tonight i dreamed that my friend broke down and told me all about how she had an eating disorder and how bad and sad she felt about everything, and i told her that i knew exactly how she felt, because i was in the same situation and we walked and cried for hours, but it felt slightly better afterwards. of course, this was only a dream. but it made me realize that i would really need to vent my...
Anonymous asked: My secret: I think i'm going to kill myself this weekend. I have 2 days of school to secretly say goodbye to people. Then On saturday, I wont be here.
Anonymous asked: when you did self harm did people see, and if they did how did you cover it up?
Anonymous asked: My secret: I wish i had someone to talk to but for years now i just cut in the dark and embrace the pain that i deserve. But nobody would expect it because i and outgoing. But i and very, very depressed.
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Im finally starting to see sense about Paul..
I know i went on a big downer last night about him and have been cutting non stop. But he has finally done something to mkae me hate him. My friends 18th is today, Pauls is tomorrow. My friend is having a party friday and invited loads of people weeks ago. He knew about the party and yesterday decided to send out invites for his party on Firday. With loads of the same people!! How fucking hard...
skinnyrealsoon asked: please dont cry - he doesnt deserve you!! hope youre alright <33
happyendingismine asked: you're not a slut. Don't put yourself down that way. You are beautiful and you have every reason to live and smile and live a great happy life. Don't let the things of now hinder your views and your future. You will make it out alive stronger and readier than ever.
Reopened "Slut" for the third time...
Im about to break down crying..
Why can’t life be easy? Why do people feel the need to hurt me? Why do i have to be so fucked up? Why can’t i cope? Why wasn’t i good enough for him….?
